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Sunday, November 18, 2012@6:31 AM
Sometimes, I just want to share some friggin song and lyrics just the way I post a song a day to express myself during my Teentalk addiction days back in 2008. (And yes, I did a thread back-read just to realize I've been on that phase)
So here's a song from the book I just finished reading (or re-reading, I guess. Cos I may not like other Levithan books and Cohn books like how I speed read The Steps and Two Steps Forward but I'll never ever do that with a Levithan and Cohn book. Like, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. Never. I will never do that to the bass god and the music freak. Ever. Or even Naomi and Ely.)
Always Wanting You
Merle Haggard
Always wanting you, but never having you,
Makes it hard to face tomorrow 'cause I Know I'll wake up wanting you again. Always loving you, but never touching you, Sometimes hurts me almost more than I can stand. I'd been better off if I'd turned away and never Looked at you the second time. 'Cause I really had my life all together till your eyes met mine. And there I saw a yearning and a feeling 'cross The room that you felt for me. Wish I'd had a way of knowing that the things we had in Mind could never be. Always wanting you, but never having you, Makes it hard to face tomorrow 'cause I Know I'll wake up wanting you again. Always loving you, but never touching you, Sometimes hurts me almost more than I can stand. Always wanting you, but never having you, Sometimes hurts me almost more than I can stand. Then, my guess is that you've played GTA San Andreas, cos that's where I heard it first too -- the KRose Station. Comments 0 Happy KathNiel Day! ♥ Friday, October 26, 2012@4:06 AM
I'm not the biggest fan but I like these two.
They look so cute on screen. So, here's Daniel's latest interview on the real score between him and Kathryn. Labels: cute, daniel padilla, kathniel, kathryn bernardo, love, loveteam, random, video Comments 1 SLAM BOOK MILLIONAIRE ♥ Friday, January 13, 2012@5:11 AM
1. HAVE ANY SCARS?
Yes. One on my nose and another on my right knee. Want to know why I got them? :)
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Back in Nueva Ecija, my room is painted pink and so I decided to decorate it with cute stickers. Currently, my room is all white, I actually planned to paint it with stripes and an Audrey Hepburn mural but I hesitated.
3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE?
Mulan. FOREVER! 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? Ballad, Pop, Pop Rock, Rock, Dance. 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? My mom says around 10 in the morning, I'll double check in my birth certificate. :) 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? Happiness and Contentment :) 7. WHO DO YOU MISS? My best friend, my brother and my heart. 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? None. I'm not a material girl. I can give all my gadgets up for a good cause. 9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? Scent, you say? D&G Light Blue, Victoria's Secret Apple, Burberry Weekend and J&J's hair conditioner 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? Not really. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
I fall asleep when it's dark.
12. WHAT DID YOU SEE YOURSELF DOING 5 YEARS AGO, TODAY? You mean, what am I doing 5 years ago? January 2007. I was a frosh in College. 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/ PERFUME? Refer to number 9 and add Hollister Laguna Beach. 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR TO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? Just the right kind of wavy. 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED/PROPOSING AT? At a bar, cos I'll only marry the guy who will sing "Out of my league" to me. There, I said it. 16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? COFFEE! I don't drink energy drinks, the smell of Cobra makes me dizzy. 17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? Cheese and more cheese. 18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Mc Donald's Fries 19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? Hmm... 20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE? Yes. 21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)? A stuffed toy. 22. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? I think so. :) 23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? I was, when I was a kid, but my bones get brittle. Haha. I can still maneuver my tongue, though. 24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? Guess, Mango, Old Navy. 25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR? Aqua Blue or Hot Pink Mini Cooper 26. HOW MANY SONGS/ DO U HAVE ON YOUR COMPUTER/MP3 PLAYER. I think about 200. 27. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR DREAMS? To be able to teach little kids. I've always wanted to be a pre-school teacher. 28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 11 29. FALL OUT BOY OR PANIC! AT THE DISCO? Lady Gaga and Rihanna 30. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1 TO 100? 16 31. WHO IS BETTER, BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? Asians. 32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? Kuya Patrick's. 33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? Discrimination and injustice. 34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR HOME STATE? Hometown, yes. 35. WHAT IS YOUR WEAKNESSES? Goodbyes. 36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE? My dream house. 37. FIRST JOB? Storyline's Human Date Book 38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? Yes, when I was 6. 39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY? Trying to go to bed. 40. DO YOU READ FANFICTION AND IF SO WHAT KIND? Yes, the ones about Superman. 41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? Cos I'm bored and I already want to sleep. 42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT THE MOST? The way I see things. 43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? Ugh... I haven't thought about it. 44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? A new DSLR but a car would be better. :) 45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? 3 shall be fine. 46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes. Michael Jackson. 47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Yes, Fibre. 48. WHICH FINGER(S) IS YOUR FAVORITE? My pinkies. :) 49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Friday night. :) 50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Yes. I do but I love Kuya Cio's 51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Uhmm.. Beef? 52. ANY BAD HABITS? I'm like a gold fish. 53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARASSING CD ON THE SHELF? Is it my Sharon-Gabby movie collections? I think not! 54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yes. Cos I'm very friendly. :) 55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE TO NEVER TELL? Guilty. 56. DO LOOKS MATTER? Never. 57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? I cry. 58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? ANC CA Office. 59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? I actually do. 60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? My YakBak. 61. WHAT ARE THE FIRST NUMBERS IN YOUR CELL PHONE NUMBER? Minus the carrier number, it's 351 62. DO YOU WEAR A RING OR ANY JEWELRY CONSTANTLY? IF SO WHAT IS IT? Yes. My Superman ring had it since 2003. 63. DO YOU USE SARCASM
Yes, I do.
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? In rock concerts, yes. 65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL: Sincerity and good heart. 66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Bien, B, Biennie, Biena Mich, Rave 67. WHERE DID QUESTION 67 GO? I don't want to bitchy so, I'd rather not answer this. 68. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? When they have laces, of course, I do. 69.ARE YOU A GUY/GIRL PUNK, EMO, PREP, OR GEEK? I used to be all of the above but I think I stayed as a geek. 70. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Strawberry 71. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE? Months ago. 72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? Aqua Blue, Hot Pink and Gray 73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? 2 74. WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? School 75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? Not that nosy. 76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The aircon. 77.LAST THING YOU ATE? Fuji Apple 78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Kuya Patrick 79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes 80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG? Cherry Bomb. 81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE: Embarrassment 82. FAVORITE DRINK? Alcoholic or not? Traffic Lights and Strawberry Milk Tea 83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Libra, anytime!
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT? Swimming 85. YOUR HAIR COLOR? Right now it's brown. 86. EYE COLOR? Dark brown 87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? Used to. 88. SIBLINGS? Two boys. 89. FAVORITE MONTHS? October, February and July 90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? No. I really don't. 91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? Vampire Diaries. 92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? 11th of October and September 93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? No. Haha. 94. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winterrr! 95. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs. 96. RELATIONSHIPS, LOOKING FOR LOVE OR FRIENDSHIP?
LOVE.
97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? Ahhh... I don't know. 98. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? IDK either. 99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Currently, Para Kay B, Northanger Abbey, Tom Sawyer and Star Wars 100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
I wish. :)
Labels: random Comments 0 FB Comments, Inspiring Stories, I need help! ♥ @4:48 AM
It's already almost five in the morning and I'm still wide awake. Thinking of stuffs about work, friends and so much more.
On Monday, the 16th, will be the start of CJ Corona's impeachment trial and that would definitely affect our work flow being a news channel and all. My friends are planning for a mini reunion on the 15th, at Nueva Ecija, nonetheless, as much as I want to go, I really am not sure. I was given a challenging task I'm not planning to turn my back on to, to search for different people with inspiring life stories. Do you know some one? Please tell me so. :) But what's really bothering me at the moment is that I can't put in the Facebook comment plug-in in my blog. I actually did but still, readers need to click on the comments link for it to show itself up. I'm not an expert in XML and my blog layout is so I was thinking about going back to HTML. But, if someone will be kind enough to help me with this, I might reconsider using this template still. :) Labels: random Comments 0 How I will plan my life in 2012 ♥ Thursday, January 12, 2012@2:25 AM
Just because I forgot that I need a new laptop sleeve and/or speakers for my iPod, I put in "cute planner" on a Kris Kringle wish list, perhaps because of frustrations brought by my previous Starbucks planners which I rarely even use.
I want to have proper time management. I've always wanted to be organized. But the Starbucks Planners were of no help. I'd definitely not use it half way. So, I realized a cute planner like the ones I saw in Filed would be a great substitute. It's more colorful, fun and definitely me. But props to @chasingrach, I got this:    Now, I'm ready to plan my 2012 with my handy dandy date book! :) Labels: random Comments 0 I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then.. PoP goes my heart! ♥ Thursday, April 28, 2011@7:46 PM
Labels: random, relationships, sleeping Comments 0 Never be in NEED. ♥ Thursday, September 2, 2010@11:22 PM
Earlier this week, I met a stranger. No, no. I'm far from being Julia Roberts in Closer. He is not Clive Owen neither Jude Law type of stranger either. He just taught me one thing I will surely remember -- to never allow myself to be in need. For when you're in need, he said, people have the power over you, to hurt you, desert you and more importantly, decline to your request and that I think is a very good life lesson.
Labels: life lessons, random Comments 2 plurk! ♥ Monday, February 1, 2010@12:35 AM
I haven't opened my Plurk account for ages and I was flabbergasted to see that I already have: 21 alerts 320 friends (I know I have more back then) 141 fans (I really have more back then! Haha.) and 0.00 karma ( I was even over Nirvana back then.) Yeaah, but that was BACK then. Back when I was still addicted to Plurk-ing. Haha. :) Back when I feel so bad whenever my karma went down. Back when I'm literally in Nirvana as it goes up. Back when I don't get enough sleep. Back when I needed ATTENTION. Back when I wanted everyone to know everything I do. Back when I feel I need to do it. Back when my life is the Internet. Back when my best friends are my online buddies. Back when all I care about is my Yay/Boos in Candy Mag's Teentalk. Back when I felt I don't belong. I'm just glad I got it over with now or I'll be the shallow girl still living in the cyber space. Anywho, here are my BEST Plurks. Haha. :] NOV 14, 08: my 5 year old brother announces na wala siyang pasok. HAHAHA! Tamad NOV 22, 08: My brother: Ano ba yan? Ako: Wala. My brother: (scrolls the page down) Ang taas ng karma mo, walang hiya ka kasi. LOL! NOV 23, 08: hates it when he doesn't even send a single message. (talking about Russel here. :D) Oh. Tsaka na yung iba. Ang dami palaaa. Hahaha! :) Labels: random Comments 0 nocturnal ♥ Friday, January 29, 2010@5:51 AM
I have this habit of posting an entry on how much of a nocturnal creature I am as I literally am a being of the night. I'm a sleep whenever the sun rises and wide awake when the moon's smiling at everyone. I know, I know I have to break this routine but.. let me just TRY it for the last time. :) It's 5:54 AM and I'm about to sleep. HAHAHA!
Labels: random Comments 0 SCHIZOPHRENIC. ♥ Saturday, November 21, 2009@12:31 AM
So there was this item on the survey questionnaire of our thesis.
What kind of person are you? a. introvert b. extrovert c. schizophrenic I know it's weird or something but hell yeah, Emerick (my thesis partner) and I are weirdos. We admit we are but I never thought of putting the schizo-what-is-that category on the questionnaire. Just to let my friend-slash-thesis-partner-slash-classmate have his call on our thesis I let him put that category and amazingly, our thesis adviser approved it. LOL. I don't wanna say anything more about it. Just, no comment. It's already done and I already have a good grade. Haha. Whatevs. So why the hell am I talking about this random stuff? Cz I totally believe that I'm an extrovert and I know everybody will agree on that. However, lately, I think, maybe, just now... I'm suddenly feeling like a schizo myself. I have a dual personality which makes me confused and yet again, mystified.  Just wanna have my contract as in NOW. Hahaha. I can be this random you know. Cz, I'm a schizo. Talking about being schizophrenic then my OJT contract. Hahaha. Comments 1 Beating the LIFELINE! ♥ Thursday, July 23, 2009@2:39 AM
I was busy these past few days with lots of things cluttering up my mind. Haha! I can't really think of things to write on my blog so I just left it undated which kind of depressed me. I love to write but why can't I think of something to write? HAHAHA! Whatever.
Tomorrow, I mean later is gonna be our deadline, (we actually call it LIFELINE in our school paper cz, kidding aside, we want it to be alive.. not dead. HAHAHA!) and I'm done with my Editor's note, just that cz the other things won't be done until later cz the interviews are scheduled tomorrow, rather later. HAHAHA! I just can't help but feel ECSTATIC about this issue. This is something really new to us. We finally are stepping out of our boxes. Gyera na talaga ito. I can feel the tension even just now. I could only imagine what will happen after it is published. I definitely know you can't understand me, let me explain. So, there's an on-going secret-not-so-secret-slash-plastikan-war happening between our org, the school paper and our neighbor, the student council. We, perhaps have different points-of-view on things and now, we are finally tackling what we know on the paper, objectively. So, talk about an all out war, right? Haha! I don't know what to feel! I'm full of emotions. Haha! Plus the fact that in two days, it will be the 25th of the month. ♥ Gaaah. I don't know if you understood me. I drank lots of coffee. High na high ako ngayon. Comments 2 Scheduled Sickness. T_T ♥ Tuesday, July 7, 2009@8:22 PM
If there's one thing I am famous of when I'm in grade school, that is I have a Friday sickness. I always am out on Fridays and when I reached High School, I changed the day to Tuesdays. LOL. I have myriad of reasons but some of them are unacceptable. Either I over slept or I haven't slept yet but most of the time, TINATAMAD lang ako. Haha!
Well, IDK if this is Karma or what but I have a fever AGAIN it hadn't been a month even since I last had one. Gaah. I hope to be able to go to school tomorrow. I have loads of work to do. T.T Labels: random Comments 3 That's what FRIENDS are for?! ♥ Tuesday, June 16, 2009@12:05 AM
I honestly admit that I don't have enough time for my blog nowadays. I'm too busy spending my first last days in school. Pretty confusing? Well, I'll be graduating, oh yes, I'm sure I'll be marching on March to the tune of tan tanananan tanananan tanan tantanan tanan.. Whatever. Haha! :)
The past days have been ordinarily extraordinary and I still am sick. Gahh.I should be sleeping by this time but I really have to let these things out and I'm doing it in Filipino. :D  Nag-ugat ang lahat ng ito sa isang simpleng alitan naming magkaibigan. Mali naman talaga ang manggamit ng ibang tao upang makuha ang gusto natin di ba? At higit sa lahat ay mali ang manloko ng tao para sa sarili nating kapakanan. Mali ring palabasing masama ang ugali ng isa nating kaibigan upang maging maganda at kaawa awa tayo sa nakakarami at lalong mali na saktan natin ang isang tao kung ayaw niyang sumunod sa gusto natin. Physical torture ba 'kamo? Ang sugat na dulot nun ay nagagamot at naghihilom yun sa tagal ng panahon. Maaring mag-iwan ito ng peklat o bakas ngunit, darating ang panahon na hindi na kikirot at mawawala na din ang sakit. Pero, alam nating lahat na ang Emotional Torture ay isang bagay na hindi naghihilom katulad ng mga sugat at pasa sa ating katawan. Maaring mapatawad natin ang nagkasala ngunit maaaring hindi kailanman mawala ang sakit at kirot na dulot nito. Hindi ako nagmamarunong ngunit mali na ang mga bagay na nakikita ko sa paligid ko kaya't minarapat ko na ituwid ang mga ito. Ayoko ng idetalye pa kung ano at bakit nagkaganito ang mga bagay ngunit alam ko sa sarili ko na wala akong inapakang tao dahil ang tanging kasalanang ginawa ko lang ay ang magsabi ng katotohanan. Naapektuhan ng husto ang kaibigan kong gumawa ng pagkakamaling ito. Akala ko sa mga susunod na araw ay magakkabati rin kami dahil mapagaalaman niya sa sarili niya kung ano ang mga maling bagay na ginawa niya at mag-uusap kami at tatawanan na lamang ang mga ito. Makailang linggo o araw din ay wala akong narinig o natanggap na mensahe mula sa kanya at sa isang kaibigan naming malapit sa kanya. Gusto ko sanang pumunta sa eskwelahan para makausap sila tulad ng dati dahil kasalukuyan silang kumukuha ng Summer Classes ngunit natigilan na din ako dahil naisip ko na baka hindi pa panahon upang kami ay magkita. Maaring may mga sugat pang naiwan na kailangan magsara muna at maghilom upang makatawa kaming muli ng magkasama. Kanina ko na lang nalaman na binabawalan na pala niyang makipagkaibigan sa akin ang kaibigan namin malapit sa kanya ngunit hindi ito pumayag. Nalaman ko din na may nananakot sa kaibigan naming iyon ukol sa isang sikretong mas marami pa ang daliri ko sa nakakaalam at ang taong iyon ay hindi man tahasan ngunit ako ang tinuturong salarin sa pagbunyag ng katotohanang matagal na itinago ng kaibigan kong iyon sa madla. Hindi ito isang krimen ngunit importante lang talaga sa kaibigan ko na walang makaalam ng bagay na iyon kundi kami. Masakit man sa amin, ngunit lahat ng ebidensyang aming nakalap ay nagtuturong ang kaibigan kong nakaaway ang may gawa gawa ng pananakot sa isa ko pang kaibigan. Hindi ko siya hinuhusgahan o kung ano man, ayoko ring maniwalang siya nga ang totoong may sala ngunit lumalabas na ganun na nga. Pinalagpas ko nang nag-group message niya sa lahat ng contacts niya, maliban sa akin na tinatawag akong SCAMP at DULLARD . Pagtawanan niyo na ako pero hindi ko alam ang ibig sabihin nito kundi ko pa hinanap. SCAMP - a name to call someone who is a mixture of both a skank and a tramp. Aaminin kong masakit ngunit pagkatapos ng ilang minuto ay tumawa na lang ako sa mga pahayag niyang ito. Baka dala lang ng sobrang pagkainis o galit ang nagawa niyang 'yan. Ngunit hindi ko mapapalagpas ang paggamit niya sa kahinaan ng kaibigan namin para masunod lang ang gusto niyang magalit ito sa akin. Mahirap magbintang ngunit sa lahat ng sinabi ng mga kaibigan namin ay lumalabas na ginawa niya lang lahat ng ito upang masira ako. Nakasalubong ko siya sa Mall kanina. Ngumiti ako. Alam kong may kinikimkim talaga siyang galit sa akin. Karaniwan tuwing nagkikita kami ay malayo palang humihiyaw na siya payakap sa akin. Iba kanina. Ngumiti lang siya na parang sumisibi pa nga. Nagulat ako na walang galit sa puso ko ang nabuo sa mga pangyayari kundi awa at panghihinayang. Naaawa ako sa kanya dahil alam kong, ngayon, kaming nakakasama niya sa araw araw at nagmamahal sa kanya ay may hinanakit na sa kanya. Mahirap ng buuin ang tiwalang nasira, sabi nga nila. Parang basong nabasag... idikit mo man ay may lamat pa din. Nanghihinayang ako sa tatlong taong tawanan, hagikgikan at walang katupusang kwentuhan na pinagsaluhan namin at ayokong masira ito dahil sa mga bagay na kasing babaw ng pagtatalo sa lalaki. Hindi ko kailanman inentensyong agawin o kunin kung sino man ang lalaking gusto niya dahil hindi ko ugaling maglandi sa kung sino sino. Nagkataon lang na ako ang minahal ng lalaking gusto niya ngunit alam ng Diyos na kahit may mga panahong nahuhulog na ang loob ko sa lalaking iyon ay pinigilan ko dahil higit ang pagmamahal ko sa kaibigan ko kaysa sa isang lalaking kailan ko lang naman nakilala. Matagal ko ng alam na may mga tao talagang di makatanggap ng sarili nilang pagkakamali dahil madalas kung minsan ay isa ako sa mga iyon. Hindi ko maamin sa sarili ko na mas magaling o mas tama ang ideolohiya ng iba kaysa sa mga iniisip at pinaniniwalaan ko. Subalit, darating at darating din naman ang panahon at mapagtatanto ko na minsan... nagkakamali din ako. Gasgas man, pero totoo. HINDI AKO PERPEKTO. Kaya umaasa ako na darating din ang panahon at mapapagtanto din ng kaibigan ko ang mga pagkakamali niyang nagawa sa amin. :) Inaamin ko na hindi lang siya ang dapat sisihin sa mga naganap. Maaring may kasalanan din ako, o ang iba sa amin. Pero hindi na kaso yun sa ngayon. Ang sa akin na lang ngayon ay matanggap niya kung ano mang pagkakamali ang nagawa niya at makapagbulaybulay upang mabago ang mga gawi niyang ito upang hindi na maulit pa muli. Hindi ako nagmamalinis, nagpapakaplastic o nagpapaawa. Gusto ko lang ibahagi sa lahat ang munting istoryang nagaganap sa buhay ko ngayon. At sana ay maging makabuluhan ang pagbabasa mo nito. :] Comments 1 SCHED, Baby! ♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009@1:32 AM
Comments 1 Whatevs. Haha! ♥ @12:51 AM
Comments 0 RANDOM o2 [ Q and A] ♥ Tuesday, June 2, 2009@9:52 PM
Answer True or False (Yes or No)
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? YES Q: Been arrested? NO Q: Do you like someone? YES Q: Held a snake? NO Q: Been suspended from school? NO Q: Sang karaoke? YES Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? YES Q: Laughed until you started crying? YES Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO Q: Kissed in the rain? NO Q: Sang in the shower? YES Q: Sat on a roof top? YES Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES Q: Broken a bone? YES Q: Shaved your head? NO Q: Played a prank on someone? YES Q: Shot a gun? YES Q: Donated Blood? NO LAST PERSON. 1. You hung out with? - Ate Aiza 2. You texted? - Gin 3. You were in a car with? - My family 4. Went to the movies with? - My fam 5. Person you went to shop with? - CJ 6. You talked on the phone? - My grandma 7. Made you laugh? - Joseph 8. You hugged? - Joseph ANSWER TRUTHFULLY. 1. Sun or moon? - Moon. 2. Winter or Fall? - Winter. 3. Left or Right? - Right. 4. Sunny or rainy? - Rainy. 5. Where do you live? - Cabanatuan City 6. Club or pub? - None 7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? - Absolutely. 8. Do you want to get married? - Of course. 9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - Twirl. 10. What time is it? - 10:02PM 11. Are you afraid of commitment? - Not really. 12. What is your greatest hope/wish? - To be a princess. HAHA! 13. Do you cook? - Myieaaa. 14. Current mood? - Dizzy. T__T IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU... 1. Kissed someone? - Yes 2. Sang? - Yes. 3. Listened to music? - Yes. 4. Danced Crazy? - YES. 5. Cried? - Kinda 6. Liked someone you can't have? - Sortaa 25 FIRSTS 1.Who was your first prom date? - Hindi uso. Haha. 2. Who was your first roommate? - My brother, Miguel 3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? - I haven't got drunk yet. 4. What was your first job? - Cashier sa shop namin. Hahaha. 6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? - I can't remember anymore. 7. Who was your first grade teacher? - We had 7 but my adviser then was Mrs. Paz Medina. 9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? - ? 10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? - To meet with a friend, maybe? 11. Who was your first best friend? - Bestfriends. Kristine Molato and Jeffrey Cape 12. Who is your first Best Friend in high school? - Frederick Garcia 13. Where was your first sleepover? - Huhu. Haven't done that yet. 14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? - Daryl and Boado. 15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? - My tita's wedding 16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? - Looked at my phone 17. What was the first concert you went to? - It was a Power Rangers Concert. Haha. 18. What was the last concert you went to? - Yung sa Itchyworms. 19. First tattoo or piercing? - Just piercing on my ears. 20. First celebrity crush? - Dingdong Dantes. Hahaha. 21. Current celebrity crush? - William Windsor. FOREVER! 22. First crush? - Kevin Malang. Hahaha. Whatta revelation. 23. Current crush? - Michael Jiang. LOL. 24. First date? - IDK. 25. First time you tied your shoe laces? - Nursery. Five names you go by: 1. Biena 2. Biens 3. Biena Mich 4. Michelle 5. Rave Three things you are wearing right now: 1. Jogging Pants 2. Shirt 3. Underwear Three things you want very badly at the moment: 1. DSLR. 2. Laptop 3. New Phone Two things you did last night: 1. Made a new layout for my FS and Plurk 2. Text and text! Two things you ate today: 1. Chocolate Oatmeal 2. Chicken Two people you last talked to on the phone: 1. Mame 2. Inang Three things you are going to do tomorrow: 1. Go to school 2. Go see DEVC180 instructor 3. Sleep :P Two longest car rides: 1. Laguna-Ilocos 2. Laguna-Isabela Three Favorite beverages: 1. Mango Shake 2. Pineapple Juice 3. Water Labels: random Comments 0 RANDOM o1 [REALIZATIONS] ♥ @8:58 PM
So, there. I got this from Facebook. I have nothing to do so I answered it and posted it here, :))
____ 1. I've come to realize that my boobs... * are okaay. 2. I've come to realize that my job... * as an Editor-in-Chief will soon end. :( Bye, TI. 3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving... * the car won't move. HAHAHA! 4. I've come to realize that I need... * to go to sleep early tonight. 5. I've come to realize that I've lost... * one person I already learned to love. 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... * people blame me even I'm the one to blame. HAHAHA. 7. I've come to realize that the person I like... * is also the person I love? LOL. Whatevs. 8. I've come to realize that money... * just complicates things. 9. I've come to realize that people... * are people. All of them are selfish. 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be... * a good girl. Hahaha! 12. I've come to realize that my mom... * is my best girl bud. 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone... * is malfunctioning most of the time. 14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning... * I still am very sleepy. 15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep... * it already is 4:30 am 16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about... * the glass. Hahaha. 17. I've come to realize that my dad... * is a glutton. Kidding. 18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook... * I'll definitely check who's online. Haha. 19. I've come to realize that today... * is a day to forget. Talk about embarrassment. 20. I've come to realize that tonight... * the computer's all mine. Bwaha! 21. I've come to realize that tomorrow will be... * the 3rd day of June, my ex and I's anniv date. Hahaha. 22. I've come to realize that I really want to... * lose more weight. 24. I've come to realize that life... * is really full of suprises. 25. I've come to realize that this weekend... * I have to clean my old room cz I'm planning to go back there. 26. I've come to realize that my ex(es)... * will never be my friends. Why do they hate me so much?? 27. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset... * is Barry Manilow songs. It makes me sing on the top of my lungs. HAHA. 28. I've come to realize that my friends... * are one of the best persons on earth. 29. I've come to realize that the past year (2008)... * was very memorable. 30. I've come to realize that the last person i kissed... * is now flirting with one of the most annoying girl on earth. WAHAHA. 31. I've come to realize that when people walk out of my life... * I just can't help but cry cz I really hate goodbyes. Labels: random Comments 0 My January ♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009@2:46 AM
Gawd. I miss my blog. I haven't posted here for a while. You know why? The biggest REASON is that I still haven't any copy of some of my pictures in Tagaytay which I wanna post here. Hell yeah. I really wanna show it to the world. LOL. :]
*lazy.lazy.lazy.i.can't.think.of.anything.syndrome.again.* So let me just wrap up this post with a full view of what BASICALLY happened to me the whole January. [minus the photos cz I just got our PC reformatted and thanks to that I had to say goodbye to my beloved pictures. Ugh.]1 NEW YEAR. Nothing happened. Haha. Oh yeah. I just stayed on my room all night-slash-midnight. Nothing extraordinary except for my grandparents (mother side) being here with us to celebrate. 5 START OF CLASSES. For some. Haha. But not for us MC students. Don't ask me why. You'll just be flabbergasted. 9 RELEASE OF 'The Immaculate' CALENDAR. Oh I oh-so-waited for this to arrive. I spent my whole Christmas break infront of the monitor just to pull this one out. Good God. Everybody liked and even LOVED it. Sold Out! 12 REPORT ON ILIAD. With an AVP, of course. HAHAHA! I worked hard to impress my teacher. LMAO. But she thought I was CHALLENGING her. Fcuk. 15 TAGAYTAY HERE I COME! Don't laugh. But I've never been there. EVER! So, I was really damn excited to attend that OSSEI thinggy. (: 16 DOOM'S DAY. We haven't even had a chance to join any contest. Pfft. For Pete's SAKE. We don't even know what they're talking about. I mean, we're not idi*ts, yeah know. But we are not just well-equipped, I guess. Plus the fact that this is (well, my groupmates) first time in a Press Conference. Ugh. I just know that it isn't our fault and it REALLY doesn't mean we're not capable of winning. 17 BYE, Tagaytay. My whole stay was quite worth it. Except for the drinking session (my groupmates along with our driver's) I didn't really have fun cz I'd rather mingle with other contestants than to watch them enjoy the spirit of alcohol. Call me old school but I don't really wanna mix those 'kinds' of fun with what I think is WORK. Perhaps, that's mainly the reason why I am their Editor-in-Chief, I'm old school. I even ate a 750ml Ice Cream all by myself [the temperature's like 11-15 degrees, I suppose] just to excuse myself from drinking. Haha. They were astonished. 18 MARK'S BIRTHDAY. My GREAT MORTAL ENEMY'S NATAL DAY. Oh why can't we just ripped this date off the calendar?! Hahaha! We really are friends, though. We just LOVE to annoy each other. 22 GEROME, KUYA RJ and KUYA BJ'S BIRTHDAY. 'Nuff said. 24 AHYEN'S 19th. Gee. I so miss this girl. She was my partner in crime. (: 25 FORTRESS and JEWEL'S NATAL DAY. I sooo miss IV-Kalinisan, without them I wouldn't be who I am now. 29 THE There you go. My January. ♥ Comments 0 COPY CAT! Ugh. ♥ Thursday, January 22, 2009@8:02 PM
Lucky me. I don't have class today so I had the chance to stroll around the city thw whole aftie. :) I even got a free meal in Shakey's (courtesy of my Tita, of course. LOL!) While walking around, I saw a familiar shirt design.. "Young Communicators on Social Awareness" with a bookworm, etc. I know why it is familiar. It's the very design, my friend, Pollie and I made for or club, English Club four years ago. IDK what's gotten into me but I had an urge to go to the girl and ask what school is she from and guess what?! She answered me with an effin' "ANO BA?!" Gawd. As if she's pretty. Duh! LOL. It's freaking hawt and I just can't stand the scene so just to end everything, I turned away from her and walk. I really wanted to say that their school is a copy cat to her fugly face but I don't want to go down to her level. :))
Comments 2 Random Thoughts ♥ Wednesday, January 14, 2009@3:20 AM
I planned to watch Clueless tonight or should I say this morning? Ugh. But instead, I'd clicked unto My Sassy Girl. Oh yeah, I've seen this flick already and that's what makes me wonder why I'm still pouring out liquids out of my eyes at the mo. Pfft. I'm crying for two consecutive nights. HAHAHA! :)
Another thought, I'll be competing, as well as other members of our ED Board, on OSSEI [I think it's a National Journalism Contest.. blah blah blah.] on Thursday to Saturday. IDK if I'll still have time to blog but I'll keep you guys posted. :) Comments 3 |
