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Evolving into something
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Friday, May 25, 2012@2:47 AM
These past few days had been my
busiest. Talk about the Corona Impeachment Trial, forums here and
there, new projects and events to cover.
However, what's taking most
of my time is Square Off. The new season, new team members, new (and
not to mention old) debaters, (and new Hogwarts-inspired robes,
too!), everything is making me wish that I have more than 24 hours a
day, to meet deadlines, to please the bosses and sleep a little. I
won't mention fun anymore because working for this show is a helluva
ride for me, I meet different people, I learn from them as well as
their matches, and I'm actually developing myself in the process.
One way is talking to people because I interact with all of the
contenders, other one is writing. I have to write and produce a
profile script of the debaters who will be competing. Others
may find it tedious, but it's interesting enough for me, it's way too
challenging though. Difficult and grueling enough, the anxious me
wishes to skip this process. Perhaps because I am not that confident and maybe another reason is I want to prove myself to
everyone as well. So, I squeeze and extract myself so hard, but the
fear is still there, always there. The old scripts from last year's
debate may tell me I evolved into something way better this time
around, but I know I can do much more, and even though my motivated
mind firmly pushes myself to the limits, my frightened heart holds back.
Perhaps the biggest fear I must overcome. Labels: ANC, debaters, debating, personal, profiles script, Square Off, work, writing Comments 0 NO one knows ♥ Saturday, February 6, 2010@11:32 PM
No one knows how frustrated I become when I can't think of any brilliant idea.
No one knows how stupid I see myself when I can't write. No one knows how I wish I can put all my ideas to words, sentences, and paragraphs - coherently. No one knows how I hate the f*cking blinking cursor that's making me feel the stupid-est person on God's green earth because I can't write! No one knows. No one knows this blog either. Labels: personal Comments 3 The Names I Use… ♥ Monday, August 13, 2007@2:13 PM
I actually have so many names besides from the words written on my Birth Certificate. Well, here’s a list of how people call me and who they are in my life…
IF YOU CALL ME…. Biena – this is my most common name, perhaps because it is my forename of course so if you call me Biena you probably are a friend, an acquaintance, a teacher, a sibling or anyone else. Biennie – you are either Karina or Kuya Martin Biena Mich – consecutively, you are also Karen or maybe Anj… Miche – for the third time… I know you’re Karen (I never thought she’d given me so many names) or my cousin Chax… Ate Biena – you are my cousin from my father side (for I’m the oldest in the line) or you’re one of my schoolmates whose younger than me. Rave – you are one of my new friends or maybe you are Chino… Ditse Rave – you are a member of the Mignon Family… except Kuya Iman, Kuya Irie, Dikong Iggoh and Dikong Igley… Pink – I bet you’re Sir Bing!!!! Burnot – you are absolutely my spiderman, Rj…(he’s my neighbor) Bakedmac – I know you’re Merven…hahaha Sausage – when I was young people call me “Biena Sausage” but nowadays only two persons call me that name… Merven and Ahyen… Nini – for sure you’re my mom! Michelle – you’re Ma’am Alamon! Hehehe Bez – then you’re John Emerick P. Domingo…my bestfriend. Oinkii – successively, you are Emerick again! Bien – ok… ok… *tamad xa mgtype sa cellphone…* Emerick it’s you for the third time!!! Or Ate Zel (influenced by you know who…) Ui – then you’re my GBF (guy bestfriend) or GF, technically… Frederick P. Garcia… my other bestfriend. Shine – you’re Leo… Grgz (gorgeous) – you are Polly… EIC – you probably be a member of ‘The Immaculate’… specifically, Kuya Aigy… Sweetheart – you’re my dad! Biena Michelle – then you are me!!! hahaha (I call my self by my full first name) Bienskie - Ate Roz, is that you? Kelly - oh you're my barbie doll Jeneth! Soulmate - are you Paolo or Glen? Labels: personal Comments 1 |
