I'm currently undergoing some major 'friendship' problems as stated on one of my previous post. I actually don't care about it at all, though I'm still hearing bad feed backs from trusted informers and sources. I really can't understand myself. I'm not mad even. I don't really wanna fight anymore. I think it's just too lame. But a while ago, I was busy chatting with my Mom (we chat for hours everyday and now we talked until 2am, I think), I blurted out some things that lead to this problem of mine. My Mom is like my best friend, she knows almost everything about me. She is aware of what's happening and told me once that I should just stop thinking about it. But tonight was different, when she knew that THE GIRL was spreading rumors about me (e.g. that I was I tramp [Oh it sounds better in English but too bad she does say it in Tagalog, "ganunin DAW ako"], I'm a bad friend and so on.) she turned furious and told me that I should not take this for granted cz THE GIRL is already hitting me below the belt. She even wanted to talk to some of our schools Admins (our Dean and Student Services Head) who happen to be her friends. I told her that I can take care of this myself and I won't let this things ruin me. :D

I REALLY DON'T CARE about everything that's happening and I can't understand myself why. All I know is that I'm very grateful that despite everything, I'm not affected and I now know who my TRUE friends are.

I just wanna thank my Mom for all her support and for being the best-est best friend in the whole world. :)